I’ve
always been the type of person who would cut liars off (I don’t have
the time). But one slipped through the cracks. I mean, he was so close
to me that we shared the same thoughts. I felt like we were one.
His words sounded so right! He was the truth ♥. It made a whole lot of
sense the way he strung concepts together to knit a huge and compelling
big picture. I’m a ‘big picture’ type of girl and he knew that. He knew how I felt, and pacified my thoughts with gentleness and subtlety. What’s crazy is: his behavior never truly made
me feel happy. I was always aggravated, frustrated, angry, hurt and
confused. At the same time, he made me feel like I was brilliant when I
saw things his way, even if seeing things his way made me feel hopeless.
I had to forget everything my people taught me in order to be with him,
but you can’t help who you’re loyal to. Plus, that wasn’t an issue for
me because I felt like my father didn’t understand me anyway. For a
while, I felt like he was making plans for my life just because he
could. Just because he had the authority to –not caring about how I felt
about it. So, I moved out of his house and ignored his calls as often
as my conscience would allow.
I kept a liar close once; for a long time. I slept with him every
night, and most nights, he talked so much that I couldn’t actually fall
asleep no matter how tired my body was. He was my confidant. He
told me what I wanted to hear and made it seem like I needed it.
Usually, after I cried, he would leave me to my slumber, though.
This went on until one particular morning after, my father
called and I decided to answer. That’s when I realized who I had been
sleeping with. That’s when my father showed me who I had been confiding
in and reminded me of everything He’d taught me versus everything I had
believed. The devil is an actual liar, guys.
Don’t sleep.
Trust me… I kept him close once. Never again.
Think about those things that frustrate you, or hurt and then search the scripture on what God says about you.
You’re fearfully and wonderfully made -never ugly.
You’re the head and not the tail -never incompetent.
You’re victorious -hardly a failure
All things work together for your good -everything will be alright
You are more than a conqueror -life will not defeat you
too much love,
youdontknowmebro
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